My mood is low. I feel lonely and alone. I also feel very depressed. I cant eat. Food doesnt seem appealing to me. Every time I think of eating I just want to vomit. I am drinking though which I guess is good.
I also took a shower this morning despite not wanting to which I suppose is also good. I guess I should try to take care of myself in here. Well I really dont get a choice because if you dont shower the nurses get on your case about it.
I cant believe what its come to with my family. I always knew they hated the fact I have mental health difficulties, but I never realised that when I was at a real low point that my mom would be how she is with me. She always prided herself on the fact that she’d do anything for her kids. I guess I dont count any more.
I feel sad, and broken, and my heart just hurts.
Carol anne
Mood dip
07 Sunday Sep 2014
Posted in Uncategorized
Multi-Me 
): you are important.
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Thanks Kat. That means a lot as right now I dont feel very important. XX
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Echoing what kat and others have said here. You are important. And you are definitely valued.
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Oh thank you ❤ I feel so honoured to have such loving friends, it makes me so happy. XX
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I am so sad that your mom doesn’t act like a mom. Mine doesn’t either so I have some idea of what that’s like. Are you in hospital now? I’m going through your posts backward to try to figure out what’s gone wrong with you.
Please know that you are an important and respected and loved person, even though that may sound like fiction right now. You have my email and even though I’ve not been checking out since I don’t have internet access most of the time, I’ll look out for messages from you on my phone.
Love, hugs, and blessings to all of you,
Laura
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Awww Laura, your so sweet. Thank you. That means a whole lot. I’m so lucky to have such awesome blogger friends. What would I do without you all! xxx
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Oh yes and Laura, I am in the hospital. I’ve been here since friday evening. Long story how I came to be here. But I wrote about it in another post. XX
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I’m so sorry about your being in the hospital. I hope it helps you! I will read your post.
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So far so good. It is helping a little bit. At least we are safe. XX
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Your post made me very sad. I wish there was something I could do to help… Just remember, you are not alone 🙂
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Thank you. Sometimes it just feels like it. I do know tho I have all of my blogger friends who are rooting for us. That makes us feel good. XX
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