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Abuse, Alters, Depression, Did, Dissociation, Hate, Hating myself, Life, Mental illness, Psychiatrist, PTSD, Trauma
I woke up feeling bla. I hate it. Depression sucks. I don’t want to get dressed. I don’t want to go get my injection or see dr Barry. I don’t really want to do anything, except go back to bed, and hide. Hide from the world. Hide from myself. I will go out, because I have too. But I wish I didn’t have to. Right now I hate life and myself. I hate feeling like this. I just hate everything.
Carol anne
Multi-Me 
i have felt this way for so much of my life, i am sorry you are feeling this way too. i hope you hide, hope you rest, hope you feel better soon.
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I have to go out, there is no getting around it. I have no choice. I’ll be ok. I’m sorry you’ve been feeling like this too. XX
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I understand the feeling. Gentle hugs if desired.
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Thanks sarah for the hugs. I appreciate them. XX
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I’m reading this one day later, I really hope you feel better today 🙂
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Still feeling bla and kinda messed up but am trying hard to muddle through. XX
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🙂 it’ll be better
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I hope you can find your way back to your life. I can’t imagine what your going through and won’t try to pretend I do. I want and hope for you finding your way back to life.
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Thank you ❤ some days are better than other days. I’m trying everyday. XX
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if you need some laughter I’m here 🙂
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Thanks Shaunie! Its good to know my blogger friends care so much. It means a lot. XX
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we do. I do 🙂
I want to get to know each other and get on the road to becoming friends? No pressure though okay?
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Of course. Thats what I want too. Definitely. XX
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heehee 🙂
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can I ask you what will probably sound like a stupid question? What’s it like, Depression I mean? if its too stupid a question I’m sorry. I just really want to know and not from a psychology book POV but from someone who is in it, that make any sense?
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Hi shaunie Depression…well…its horrendous really. Sometimes I feel up, sometimes down, thats because I have bipolar. The downs are the worst. Its a flat feeling. A really “I dont care or want to do anything” And “I have no energy or motivation” kind of feeling. Does that make sense? xx thanks for caring
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okay I think I get it. its like nothing really matters as if your nah not today kinda mood but stronger right?
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Right! thats it. You got it. XX
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Reblogged this on suicideasseenbythe1leftbehind.
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