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PTSD…

The overwhelming sense of panic as I start to relive the traumas of my childhood

The panic as I gasp for air

The dizziness as my head spins

PTSD…

The body memories, which threaten to leave me paralysed

The flashbacks of horrendous child abuse, which I am forced to relive every single day

The feeling of terror as I shake and tremble

PTSD….

The uncontrollable fits of tears, for no reason, but then there is one, it is not one that can be explained easily

The feelings of terror as a car door slams, and I think its a gun shot

The panic when using a knife to eat, thinking it is a weapon from so long ago

PTSD…

It is what we live with every day of our life

A stark reminder of our past

It is the vivid reminder that we survived hell

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