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Abuse, Alone, Aloneness, Blogging, Depression, Fear, Isolation, Loneliness, Memories, Mental illness, Trauma
Feeling so alone right now. Hate that its the middle of the night. Hate that it feels like I am the only one awake. Been thinking about things, not good when I am feeling so down and lonely and alone. Wishing our therapist was available. Wishing someone was up, to talk with. Wishing someone was around to hug. Wishing…wishing….wishing. Remembering and not wanting to remember. Wanting to vomit because the memories are too much. Wanting to tear my skin off because it is crawling. Just want to let everything out, but I cant. I cant and its killing me.
Carol anne
Multi-Me 
so sorry youre having such a rough time tonight
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I woke up feeling bad. I’m more ok now. A cup of tea helped. X
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glad you’re feeling better!
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Thank you!
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Reblogged this on Are. You. Mental? and commented:
Thank you for sharing.
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Thanks for the reblog and I look forward to viewing your blog xx
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I hate that feeling of being the only person awake.
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Its a tough feeling to deal with I agree. Thanks for commenting. I appreciate it. XX
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I hope you are ok now 🙂
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Yes doing a lot better now, night time is always just so hard for us. XX
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I know it’s easier to say it than to do it, but try to relax. See yourself in your happy place, surrounded by people who love you, and breathe, just breathe 🙂
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